Ugh

Don't you ever just feel burnt out..those times where you are just out of it..this past weekend/week was just super emotionally draining and rough. Along side of a crazy amount of schoolwork I just started training again for cycling. I got really frustrated with homework, sore from riding, and just felt down. Right now I want more than anything to be done with finals and just get finished with the semester, don't get me wrong this has been another amazing semster but I am just beyond done with it...I am no mood to study, I've been slacking on so many things, I feel like my quiet times and walk has just been no existant and ya I don't feel that happy..Everything from Ultimate frisbee to movies to hanging out just feels ugh...and I hate it..mainly because i am so hyper & energetic it just is so weird when I'm not. Then what kills me is when others get down because they always count of me to be funny, lively, and just down right goofy. I feel like I've just not had as much fun. I've been grumpier to my roommates, less out-going, and just not on the right track..I don't understand. How does this happen??? I sometimes wish you could just push the easy button or pause on life. Maybe its because I just want things to slow down..time just goes by quicker and quicker. It could be also my childhood house is about to be sold and I am just unsure about whats up ahead. Its hard not knowing what the future is going to be like..I get nervous and afraid things won't be ok. Even though I have doubts and fears I really just need to look to God right now for peace..If you see me around say hi, because I just feel out of it. I guess I could say this has been a "dry-spell" for me spiritually just because i don't feel I've gotten anywhere. Lately when I've been reading the word or just praying I don't even feel like God is close to me..even though in my head I know He is right there. It seems like a can't hear him...but God brought me to this desert for some reason so I just pray that before he brings me out of the desert I can understand why he brought me here in the first place. I am not too worried though in a couple days I should be back to my bouncy self just right now I FEEL SO UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

To whom it may concern

Dear Friend,

I know I should've wrote sooner but I got busy, side-tracked, was scared, and nervous about what I have to tell you...It's a life or death matter..but don't be afraid I'm alright but I am writing to make sure you will be ok. To quote some lyrics from one of my favorite songs:

"In case you didnt know theres a lovin that will never go away
you say your goin to hell but it dont have to be that way
see the bottom line of what im tryin to say is
god puts back the broken peaces
that are were thrown away

If even everyone you know
just up and goes away
he'll still love you till the very day
that your of that old and gray
to bad alot of Christians all they do is hate on you
instead of dropen it there knees
and taken time to pray for you

see what i say to you i know it might even sound funny
but i never came at you just to paint you has the enemy
it wasn't about haten or spunten some controversy
it wasn't about blamen you or tryn to make some money na
i dont claim to know everything that youv experienced
man i dont even know if even ever be hearen this
but i said it once and i still hold it is that a life with out Christ is still a life that is never fixed


Jesus gave me more than i ever could of been expected
i know life is hectic it can leave you blowin away
but check it bro cause we just gonna die someday
and on that note well theres only one thing still left to say
theres still one love and one god and only one way"

I could never forgive myself if I never told you..but as you read search your heart & listen to what I have to tell you

Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins.. you might think I'm crazy or you may laugh but it's not a joke or something made up..He came to pay the penalty for us..Romans 3:23 says "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" ..Yes, everyone, even me. Our sin is what seperates us from God and condemns us BUT
he carried our sins to the cross, died, and rose again three days later..now we can have life. John 3:16-17" 16"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. 17For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him." God loves you..he always has..he loves you so much he sent his son to die so he wouldn't have to spend eternity without you..I am writing to you as a dear friend, I have experienced in my life peace, true satisfaction, joy because of Jesus...and If I were to die today I know with all my heart I would be in Heaven with him.I wish I could make this choice for you but we each must choose..Ephesians 2:8-9
says "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9not by works, so that no one can boast." It is a free gift we can't do anything to earn it all you have to do is ask Jesus into your heart..to be your Saviour Romans 10:9
That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.

I write this not to judge you or to hurt you but because I care for you...I don't ever want to recieve a letter like this from you

My friend, I stand in judgement now
And feel that you're to blame somehow
On Earth I walked with you day by day
And never did you point the way
You knew the Lord in truth and glory
But never did you tell the story
My knowledge then was very dim
You could have led me safe to Him
Though we lived together here on Earth
You never told me of the second birth
And now I stand condemmed
Because you failed to mention Him
You taught me many things, that's true
I called you "friend" and trusted you
But I learn that now it's too late
And you could have kept me from this fate
We walked by day and talked by night
And yet you showed me not the light
You let me live, and die
You knew I'd never live on high
Yes I called you friend in life
and trusted you through joy and strife
and, yet, on coming to this dreadful end,
I cannot now call you friend.............






To whom it may concerned..I hope one day to see you in heaven....you are LOVED..Jesus loves you

Funny French Prank

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOur8qXvpnk

Ok so this is what happens when the Tour de France is not taking place in France this one is good.

Stayin Alive

We stop playing because we grow old, but we grow old because we stop playing....

Spring 2010 schedule

SPCM 200-015 - Public Speaking
10:00AM - 10:50AM | M W F | Eddy 117 | Jan. 19 - May. 09



BMS 300-001 - Principles of Human Physiology
11:00AM - 11:50AM | M W R F | Plant Science C 101 | Jan. 19 - May. 09



POLS 131-001 - Current World Problems
12:30PM - 1:45PM | T R | Engineering 100 | Jan. 19 - May. 09


ACT 205-003 - Fundamentals of Accounting
8:00AM - 8:50AM | M W F | Eddy 100 | Jan. 19 - May. 09

Quote of the week

"Courage is almost a contradiction in terms. It means a strong desire to live taking the form of a readiness to die. 'He that will lose his life, the same shall save it,' is not a piece of mysticism for saints and heroes. It is a piece of everyday advice for sailors or mountaineers. It might be printed in an Alpine guide -- or a drill-book. This paradox is the whole principle of courage even of quite earthly or quite brutal courage. A man cut off by the sea may save his life if he will risk it on the precipice. He can only get away from death by continually stepping within an inch of it. A soldier, surrounded by enemies, if he is to cut his way out, needs to combine a strong desire for living with a strange carelessness about dying. He must not merely cling to life, for then he will be a coward, and will not escape. He must not merely wait for death, for then he will be a suicide, and will not escape. He must seek his life in a spirit of furious indifference to it; he must desire life like water and yet drink death like wine." - GK Chesterton

If you've never failed you've never lived

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RmTxr7OsPj0